Friday, May 25, 2012

I forget

I feel like I've forgotten a lot of stuff. I don't remember how to write anymore or something. I lost my love for it? Or forgot how to love it? I also feel like I don't remember the things I used to like or I don't have the same passion for them maybe?

Here's my question: How do you know when you've actually lost sight of yourself or when you are just outgrowing your old dreams/interests/passions?

As we grow and mature and gain experiences I would agree with the theory that it is normal for our interests and goals to do the same.

But how do we know if that is what is happening when we forget the things we used to like or if it is something else? What if I am swallowed up in so many other forced ideas from other circumstances that I have forgotten how to remember my own?

It becomes easy and understandable to everyone how one can lose themselves or choose not to follow a dream when life gives situations that are out of your control. But how long can you use that as a reason why? Even if life throws in an unexpected stop sign, its still just 3 Mississippi and then you can go. I feel as if I have become paralyzed at one of lifes unexpected stop signs and I have not moved forward because I have forgotten where I am going.